This Is Me

Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I know you’re here, in the dark
I’m watchin’ you sleep, it hurts a lot

[Bridge]
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less, ’cause you know I’d give you all of me

[Chorus]
I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I’m safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down

It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more

[Bridge]
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less, ’cause you know I’d give you all of me

[Chorus]
I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can’t escape the love
With everything that you have

[Bridge]
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less, ’cause you know I’d give you all of me

[Chorus]
I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

La da da da da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry

The path that I’m walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I’m full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It´s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry

La da da da da da

i juz wanna let you know how i really adore this gal!!..as in,ever!=) i am one of her avid fan..i really like the way she sings,she dress,she act and the way she carries herself..everything about her is sooo amazing!!..=) all of her songs was so coooolll…hahaha..=) i reaally love them that much!..=) she really rocks!!..damn!how i really wanted to be like her!..lolz..anyone who doesn’t know avril lavigne?!!well..better get lost!!..hahaha..juz kidding!..=) mwuaaahhhhuuuggggzzzzz!=)

helooo there!…ahehe..it’s been a long time bago ako makapag post ulit..wahehe!sooo…what’s new,huh?!..lols..anyway,nga pla,you know how stupid our school is?..hehe..(peace ndtc!luv yah!)pano ba nman kasi,our enrollment is goin on na already yet our grades ay hindi pa rin nai rerelease..tama buh un?..nkakapag enrol na ang ibang students without their grades during first sem..wow..bryt,bryt uh!..what if my mga bagsak pla cla then ung subject na bagsak nila is pre requisite pa..hay naku..hehehe!..ala lang..naiinis lang ksi ako ksi up to now hindi ko alam kung ok lang buh mga grades ko or what..hahahayy anyway…thats all folkz!…happy halloween!!!awooooo!!!hehe..yngats olweiz..luv yah so mucchh!!!!hmuaaahh!!!!

grrrr!…im not yet that satisfied of the vacation but yet I dont have any choice but to accept the fact that tommorow classes will start again!…damn!..two weekz off isnt enough for me!..then what makes me sick is that we do have our oral in physioana…shuckz!…wla pakong namemorize ni isa..pwamiz…kakainis talga…kulang pa bakaxon ko..kulang na kulang!!!!…waaahhhhhh

yehey!!!..yes,yes,yes!..sembreak na…laag time na naman..pero pahinga muna ako sa bahay..di muna me mag laag para magputiputi ako kahit konti..ahehe..waaa…kaya lang di ko makikita mga crushes ko..huhuhu..lolz..pero okz lang para naman mamiss ko sila kahit konti..and one thing more kung bakit im very happy dahil sembreak na…dahil…magkikita na naman kami ng mga classmates ko wayback at highschool..I admit I really missed them all..lalo na ang mga bestfriends ko…guys I missed you all!!

yeah..whatever!..oh anyway,about my broken heart..dont worry guys coz’ Ive already fixed it..and damn him..ang rami pa namang lalake jan noh!..just let him keep his balls for his self I dont need it anyway!..and as I was saying Ive already recovered..thanks for my ever loving friends;Vanessa,Kay and Mimi 2gether with her beloved bf Rolly..ahehe..as of now Ill concentrate na lang muna sa studies..anyway,true love can waits naman,davah?!!..pero shucks!..ang dami talagang papachu sa skul,kulang na nga lang ako ang manligaw sa kanila eh..(myrna,behave!!)..ahehe..juz kiddin’..

I do have this stupid problem regarding with my heart..ang sakit sakit…I really never thought this would happen to me…ang sakit sakit talaga..everyday and everynight I just can’t stop myself crying..bakit ganun no?..He’s my first love, do you know that,?but hes also the first man who broke my heart…and it really did ouch!…ang hirap pla pag pinaasa ka lang at pinaghintay ano?…ako naman si tanga hintay ng hintay sa taong pagmamay ari na pla ng iba….shit!…how could he?!…shit!….he’s a fucking shit!!!!….shit,shit,shit!!…
sorry guys for messing up…..I just only want to breathe out all the pain Im feeling inside…anyway,thanks for reading…
ang sakit talaga magmahal….parang ayoko na…this is my first time to be inlove pero I didnt know na this will be also the first time for me to get hurt so badly…tsk,tsk,tsk!

waaaaaahhh!!!now what?!,..well now im a college student na,..well,what am I going to expect?!,..college life sucks!,..I mean it,..ni hindi na nga ako maka stroll eh,..di na pareha ng dati na happy go lucky lang ako sa buhay!!,..tapos ang dami dami pang mga homeworks,seatworks at projects!!,..duhh!!!,..but what can I do?!,..eh sa kailangan talagang dumaan ng college eh!,..but as of now all is well naman,..everything is running smoothly pa ewan ko lang soon,..hehehe

well what can I say?!,..Goodbye to highschool life!!!